Once Upon a Time

I just had a most disturbing dream... In it, cats were like those toys whose heads you can attach and detach. Cats' heads could be detached, and they would still be alive and moving around like nothing.And I was in this old, dreary house, with rooms full of cockroaches and headless cats. And Blackie, my black cat, was among them –headless... I first fou […]

POISON I don't know at which point I began to feel like this. I don't know if you ever felt the same. And I don't know if it ever mattered to you, the way I felt. But today I wonder if it was worth it. All the angst, the tension, the pain. Today I wonder if indeed it was love, or something more. Could it be...? Could it be that it was, not lov […]